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a score of unsuccessful suicides

from Another Day In Which We Do Not Explode by Trust Darkness

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this isnt really grieving our deaths
these arent tears theyre only pretend
but im ready to leave my body behind me
im ready to let go of all that defines me

but St. Peter doesn't recognize me
i told him "I have to apologize
please understand, it was not you
I just could not bear to go through
the daily pleasantries of 'how are you'"

this isn't bleeding
its just assembling words
and this isn't dreaming
because you pinch and it hurts
but the gas all seems to have disappated
they keep sending me bills
i keep frogetting to pay them

and I never answered the phone
even though i was really at home
and so St Peter must be holding a grudge
I never answered the door
even though I was really at home
and so St Peter says the gates are closed
"Im sorry sir, you'll have to go"

so this isnt acting
Ive realized we breathe
and im clutching my stomach
in the depths of my grief
so Im opening windows
to let in the breeze
in hopes that passersby
will help me find peace

because words just aren't
bringing relief
and words just aren't bringing release

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from Another Day In Which We Do Not Explode, released January 1, 2007

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aka Sleep Deprivation aka __mt__ aka mteb, mikeyT, other names... a drummer with a guitar, trying to figure out what to do with himself in his early 40s.

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