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this madness distrusting
the weight of one day
this ending we've opened
and the hope that remains
I'm so tired of words
and the way they bind
I'm so tired of fears
and sleepless nights
as if nothing is forgiven,
just guilt held tight
for memories that are missing
nowhere left for them to hide

transit confronts me
with ads that diagnose my mental health
symptoms include
what we all feel
or so i tell myself
but im tired of feeling lonely
on a crowded train

do you still believe
i once clasped your hand
it made me understand
that i want to be strong
but this life is so short
and this night is so long

I feel the way grow heavy on my weary eyes
and though darkness plagues every one of us
it's what one of us trusts in
and as he falls to the floor
loses the will to live
and he turns in

eye contact
across the aisle
(I feel the way grow heavy on my weary eyes)
please reach out
i've no strength to smile
(darkness plagues every one of us)
walls knocked down
can bridge old gulfs
(its what one of us trusts in)
inside us all `
(i'm not giving in)

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from Winters: Here, Gone, Imagined, released October 12, 2023
all instruments, voices, and arrangements by mt@trustdarkness.com and/or various subpersonalities.
This is an almost total rewrite of a song whose early ideas were recorded as "sleep" on Sleep Deprivations "One Last Embrace": trustdarkness.com/sleep.php?album=embrace&play_song=embrace/mp3/sleep.mp3&song_title=sleep.mp3

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aka Sleep Deprivation aka __mt__ aka mteb, mikeyT, other names... a drummer with a guitar, trying to figure out what to do with himself in his early 40s.

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